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Wednesday, 25 June 2008
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hollowed out on the inside
Last night, I was told the truth. I tried to get off the telephone upon this new realization that what I knew was not the truth. I was not being respected. I was in honest-to-God shock. I tried to speak calmly again. She did not listen. I yelled and stated I did NOT want to hang up on her.... SHE ended up hanging up on ME.
Wow.
I HATE being lied to. I HATE being used. I also HATE having to realize the cold hard facts that it's time for me to let go of this particular person as a friend. She lied to me and she used me. FOR THREE YEARS. She spoke lies about me behind my back to people who are practically FAMILY to me.. so of COURSE they're gonna come to me and say, "Umm...there's something you should know..."
Not only that, but she even took interest in my brother, reeled him in, flirted and flirted, made him believe that she was wanting a possible relationship with him, and THEN she had the nerve to drop him like a bad habit AND later on claimed that she didn't like him AND tried to blame ME (!?!?!??!) for the whole thing!!! Thank GOD she never laid a HAND on him! Thank GOD my brother had common sense to leave her ALONE!
Now, her new situation with a new boyfriend that she hasn't had for very long (a couple of weeks after being dumped by her previous boyfriend to whom she decided to lose her virginity to) is screwed up. A condom and other birth control methods are not gonna stop God's heart from breaking!! Nor is the excuse, "I'm horny" or "It's difficult to refrain." Like God's gonna go, "Well okay sweetheart. You two go on right ahead."
I did NOT need this. NOT now. NOT at a time like this in my life where SO MANY THINGS are up in the air. Oh well. Better now than later, I suppose (finding out I mean). -
If you had to be stuck in an elevator for 2 days with someone, who would it be and why?
"Big Mac"
Why? Because he is flippin "Big Mac" that's why!! 'Nuf said!
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Friday, 13 June 2008
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What is your favorite summer memory?
It's a close tie between meeting a few select new people/new friends and receiving word I became newest lead vocalist and songwriter for an amazing band, One Kingdom Image.
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Friday, 06 June 2008
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Who do you think is the most influential person in history? Why?
Jesus Christ. There are many reasons. The one that comes to mind at the moment, for whatever random reason in my brain, is that noone else has ever divided up time. B.C. (before Christ) and A.D. (after death). Others may try to take Him out of the equation of the timeline, but He is still there, people! Give up already!
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My friend Mike took my profile pic along with others during one of my two different photo shoots with him last year. Peace.
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